This is the end

During the Division III basketball season, I’ve been reading John Feinstein’s The Last Amateurs in which he chronicles a season in Division I’s Patriot League. There are lots of parallels to Division III, especially since many of the Assistant Coaches in the Patriot League are now Division III coaches. The list includes Carl Danzig at Scranton, Jimmy Allen at Averett and Nathan Davis at Randolph-Macon.

Much of the book is about players fighting to prolong their basketball careers. Like nearly all Division III athletes, they are “going pro in something other than sports.” When the final Patriot League team, LaFayette, has its season ended by Temple in the NCAA Tournament, senior Mike Homer says, “I’ll always love this time in my life. I’ll love having been a basketball player. But I’ll be ready to move on. Endings are always sad. But they lead to beginnings.”

For me the enduring images of the 2009-2010 season were those in which players and coaches reached the end of their college career.

Clark senior forward Mark Alexander never missed a game in his college career due to injury. Not over 100 plus games. He was a big reason for the Cougars’ opening round upset of Albright and undoubtedly a major part of their strategy to beat Randolph-Macon. But he hurt his knee badly enough in the opening minute against the Yellow Jackets that he never returned. He spent the game on the bench, icing his knee or leaning on crutches. The Cougars scrapped but came up short against Randolph-Macon, ending their season and Alexander’s career. He put a towel over his head and cried when the final buzzer sounded. I’m not sure if he could’ve played in the next round of the tournament, even if the Cougars advanced. Maybe he spent the whole 39 minutes of action thinking about the end of his career. It still wasn’t enough to staunch the emotion.

Coaches don’t normally have to wrestle with those emotions quite as much. There’s usually next season to think about. But during Marymount’s season, women’s coach Bill Finney announced that he would retire after it was complete. His last game was a close one against Hope in the sectional semifinals. Unlike Alexander, he didn’t have time to think about this being his last game even while it being played.

Finney had a tremendous coaching career, winning over 500 games and impacting countless lives. He has also been a great supporter of this site. I’ve benefited from the insight he’s shared with me directly or through other staff. I wanted to get his insight on what he was thinking, what he was feeling that night. Because Marymount’s semifinal was the first game in a double header, I didn’t get the chance to ask him. Maybe no media did since Marymount didn’t appear to have a writer or radio station at the game. I’m not sure I would’ve had the gumption to ask anyway and intrude on that personal moment.

I did get the chance to talk to D3hoops All American Christina Solari about that moment a couple hours later. Her Illinois Wesleyan Titans played a tremendous game against UW-Stevens Point. The Titans went from nearly surviving and playing Hope in the Elite 8 to being beaten on a shot with 2.2 seconds left. Throw in the timeout the Titans called to set up a final play and that’s not a lot of time to think about your last game. I have no idea what Solari was feeling on the inside when I talked to her afterwards. But I was struck by how at peace she seemed to be when I asked her about this being her last game.

Solari has a medical redshirt that would enable her to play another year. But she didn’t seem inclined to use it. At least not right now. Maybe she’ll decide to come back, like Kean’s Melissa Beyruti did. Kean obliterated most of their opponents this season, seemingly on track for the Final Four. Then Beyruti got hurt in the NJAC tournament championship against William Paterson. Two Saturdays later, Rochester ended Kean’s season with Beyruti playing limited minutes. She finished her career tied for the most games played in women’s Division III basketball history.

This weekend the seniors at Rochester, Hope and Washington U. saw their college basketball careers end at the women’s final four. For Hope who lost in the championship game, the ending was emotional for seniors Jenny Cowen and Philana Greene. Cowen admirably wrestled her emotions to the ground during the post game conference. Without knowing what Greene was really feeling, she seemed at peace with the end of her college basketball career.

Amherst didn’t have any seniors on its roster. After its heartbreaking loss to Washington U in the national semifinals, there was a sense of unfinished business. Coach G.P. Gromacki implied as much by calling the team a “work in progress.” He and his players have done an incredible job already, building that program into a national title contender. There’s only one more step they can take, and that’s winning the national championship. Maybe they’ll get there. They will almost certainly be very good again next year. However next season ends, I hope they can enjoy the journey and don’t feel so much pressure trying to win a national championship that the rest of the season feels like the prelude to two games in March.

Of course, not all endings are sad. Two groups of seniors – one men, one women – get to have a happy endings to their careers. Washington U. graduate student Jaimie McFarlin had a rare opportunity to rewrite the end of her college career. Afterwards she told me that her basketball career still may not be finished. She hopes to play in Europe next year. UW-Stevens Point senior Matt Moses also had a happy ending, one that was a long time in the making.

For lots of players, they’ve reached the end, whether it’s happy, sad or somewhere in between. Wherever life takes those players next, we wish them the best. Thanks for giving us a small window into this part of your lives.

2 thoughts on “This is the end

  1. As if on cue, Feinstein has a great column in the Washington Post today about this very subject. Look to the right under “What we’re reading” for the link.

  2. I still watch the Albertus Magnus/Wm. Paterson clip since doing the play-by-play for that first-round classic. The one thing that still goes through my head is how the players from Wm. Paterson must feel, going from jubilation with 1.6 seconds left (after Gabriel Paul’s big go-ahead shot from about 15 feet out) to extreme disappointment after Byron Reaves put Albertus Magnus up for good with no time on the clock.

    What especially hit sme is what took place on the same floor just six days earlier. After the NJAC Tournament Final between Richard Stockton and Wm. Paterson, fifth-year senior Tim Lucas participated in an on-air video interview with Bill Sherman and me concerning the game, season and postseason. I noticed Lucas had some heavy emotion in his voice after the win — I assumed it was just a natural “we won a big game in my final season” scenario, so I asked him about the emotion. I didn’t realize that his father had passed away prior to the season — and that he dedicated the season to his late father. I also didn’t foresee the tears he’d begin to show on camera with us. It was something that rendered me speechless because they don’t really teach you the best way to deal with that in Sportscasting 101. I just patted him on the back, told him it was okay and tried to ask a question related to Richard Stockton while he composed himself. Yet, it left a lasting impression on me.

    But then to think of the tears Lucas likely and justifiably shed after that Friday-night affair in the First Round, six days after sewing up what we believe was a #1 seed in the Round of 61 — I can’t even fathom it. While we as commentators and spectators went nuts in disbelief, there was a harsh reality on the other side of the court that I still try to shield myself from watching because I just have no ability to comprehend the agony felt by someone like Tim Lucas and his teammates. My thoughts are still with them, however, and Gordon’s blog post is a great reminder of the feelings Division III athletes must all face, except the really, really lucky few that might get a taste at the next level.

    I do have one regret regarding the buzzer beater and the whole set of events that surrounded it. I regret not finding Tim Lucas after the game to let him know that his father has to be so very proud of him for what he accomplished — not just on the basketball court, but in life, too. It’s not easy coming back for a fifth year in any sport at any division, let alone in Division III. However, Lucas did just that — and he should be applauded for his efforts. As a commentator, I am supposed to be impartial — but as a human being after the game, I am just that: human. And I can appreciate the sacrifices and leadership he provided in such a tough year for him personally.

    There was a lot more to those 13 seconds that we’ve all seen on YouTube at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLVqtEcB_ic — and I challenge you to think about that next time you get a chance to watch it.

    Thanks for the opportunity to post this, Gordon.

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